Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Sweatpants

We started our stock market game in am studies today. The first 6 rows all picked cards that had to do with rows switching, taking half of, and rotating stock prices, which had no effect because the second card picked was "stock crash" where we were all reduced to zero. Row six picked a card that added 4 points automatically to everyones stock. I picked last for row 7, which is only 3 people, much less than the other teams. My card was "trivia question", answer right and gain 5 points, answer wrong and lose 5. Pressure's on me, my team members are lightweights. Zentz asks me to name the president who most historians blame the depression on, and the president directly preceding fdr. EASY. I answered correctly with Harding, and Hoover. We are now ahead of the rest of the class. 

After school while playing drums, I impressed myself. I was playing along to "HTML Rules D00d" by TDWP, and while I was going for the cymbal grab, I hit my knuckle on the cymbal's relatively sharp edge, cutting myself. I did not notice this, and kept on playing. My knuckle started bleeding. The action of my hand having much speed, and rapidly slowing down as the stick impacts the crash cymbal caused the blood to fling off of my finger, and onto the white head of my snare drum. 
This is an accomplishment. And it's just really tight. 

Another highlight of today was playing classical guitar. My dad got me a book for christmas with a multitude of styles in it, jazz, metal, latin, and of course classical. Classical is much different than what I usually play, modern acoustic, rock, and metal. It's different musically in a very obvious way, sounding very elegant with mature chord progressions, but its also different technically, playing finger-picking style, which is much more difficult. It's fun to play, and definitely out of the ordinary. I love learning new things. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Bits and Pieces

Today, in pre-calculus, an individual told me that they look up to me.
I nap and listen to music for the majority of that class period, every day, never pay attention, and I have a 97%.
Math comes ridiculously easy for me.

other stuff I feel like mentioning, but don't want to put into paragraph form:

1. I hate my graphic design class.
2. I shredded my american studies test today, and Trevor and I laughed about dancing vigorously at tolo, which neither of us are going to.
3. Mine, Josh's, and Mitch's evaporation dish was stoled today in chemistry! This was frustrating, but made for a very funny re-enactment of our realization of this aggravation. The best we can get on this lab now is a 75%. End of story.
4. Sixth period, my favorite, was again hilarious. Trevor and I continued with our dance moves, which have to be seen to be believed, and Sarah and I always laugh about everything.

For the most part, I really enjoy school. And as I expected, being back in school, my home life has become extremely boring, and I feel like I have no purpose...

Monday, January 5, 2009

Sticks, Strings, or Vocal Cords...

Due to the fact that I got up at 2 o' clock p.m. on sunday, I couldn't get to sleep last night.
This resulted in me listening to both of The Devil Wears Prada's albums, Dear Love: A Beautiful Discord, and Plagues back to back, non-stop, around midnight. 
This did not help the sleeping issue. 
These guys are on the front of metal-core, and kicking major ass. 

After continuing to listen to them today, and getting amped up, I rocked the drumset for a while, like most days. My style has matured over the years, and ended up sounding a lot like Daniel Williams of TDWP. His style, like most metal-core drummers, is just straight up more interesting, and more fun to play. Complex beats and fills that blow the standard rhythms of any other type of music out of the water.

One day I will drum for a metal-core band. 
or play guitar. 
or sing. 

Each includes headbanging, so I'm game.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

No Walls, Just A Ceiling

The comfort of bed
Doesn't succeed
In calming my head, 
A wild stampede
Of thoughts running through,
Around and around,
I don't have a clue,
Why I'm still on the ground.
Cause I feel so high,
So adept and so free,
But as time passes by,
The more that I see.
I've got it all
But I want to be more,
I feel so small,
There's so much in store.
But now I will wait, 
Make the most of these days,
Try to think straight, 
Set my life ablaze.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Sigh

There are very few things that I stongly dislike.

But digging pet graves is definitely on the list.
I know, another lugubrious point... but I had to mention it. I don't want to go into detail, but may she rest in peace.

On a less somber note, I watched Wanted at Gerrit's last night on blue-ray, and it was intense.
And now I'm watching Garden State, one of my favorites, then I'm going to watch Vantage Point, which I haven't seen. I'll tell you what I think of it.

My top 5 bands:
1. Motion City Soundtrack
2. The Used
3. Bullet For My Valentine
4. Red Hot Chili Peppers
5. blink-182

Friday, January 2, 2009

Bright Side

I started this off with a depressing post... which is funny given my optimistic title. So optimism is not guaranteed, but I don't want to be a downer. I titled my blog how I did for a reason. I consider myself extremely lucky to be living this life, and I intend for this blog to reflect that on the most part. If you want to focus on the melancholy things in your life, thats up to you, but I'm more interested in the beauty thats all around us.

So cheer up, you've got a lot to live for. 

I don't deserve this.

I thought this time could be different.
(why are you doing this?)
I thought we could be honest with each other.
(why are you doing this?)
Maybe you were right,
Maybe this isn't the right time. 
But if you continue to disregard my existence,
The right time won't come.
I won't wait forever. 
(why are you doing this?)
I won't be able to forgive you.
(why are you doing this?)
I'm letting go now, goodbye.